How you gonna win when you aint right within??

Today is a new day and today for me is more than that. Today is the day I choose life, the day I choose to CHOOSE for myself! I had like a 2 hour long conversation with my Aunt in Texas that raised me, and she told me something I really didn't know. She told me that I had CHOSEN! I chose the life I have thats why Im here. Not just because of the people that influenced most of my life but because of ME!! I am very proud of myself, for taking care of my brothers whenever I could my whole life, and now actually taking care of them under my own roof! Im proud for overcoming my inner demons, not getting stoned and forgetting them, getting stoned and DEALING with them LoL!! go me!