37 days..

In 37 days I'll be waking up and getting on an almost 6 hour plane ride with my dear friend Joe to the other side of this country! And I am more excited than this blog allows me to show!! DO CAPITAL LETTERS HELP!!!?? AHHHH I can't believe this time I'll get to stay twice as long, and with a dear dear friend of mine that I miss very much.
I've been working so much these days, and people keep asking me when am I going to stop, and I reply, WHEN I GET TO NEW YORK!

How you gonna win when you aint right within??

Today is a new day and today for me is more than that. Today is the day I choose life, the day I choose to CHOOSE for myself! I had like a 2 hour long conversation with my Aunt in Texas that raised me, and she told me something I really didn't know. She told me that I had CHOSEN! I chose the life I have thats why Im here. Not just because of the people that influenced most of my life but because of ME!! I am very proud of myself, for taking care of my brothers whenever I could my whole life, and now actually taking care of them under my own roof! Im proud for overcoming my inner demons, not getting stoned and forgetting them, getting stoned and DEALING with them LoL!! go me!

You Wish!

Riddle me this, how can one be jealous of something they already have, or have had already? It amuses me how some people are so lame that they have to bite tips off of the people around them. I mean Im flattered really but come on, ya know? Like really how would you feel if you had someone constantly telling you everything you have is cute, and then the next time you see them its like mini me. A good friend once told me imitation is the most sincerest form of flattery, but I think its annoying. Point Blank!

Me and You And Me And Me

This is a picture that was take of me in my old kitchen at 243 Oakland Ave.
I wanted to share it with you today because today, when I saw it, it spoke to me. Post me, post me it said. Show everyone! Sometimes people need to self glorify! And by that I mean don't hold that shit in when you see an amazing picture of yourself! Let everyone know how amazing you really are, in words!
I want everyone to do this for themselves! No one else!

King-Sizes Passion.

Today was the grand re-opening of the Cannabis Buyers Cooperative of Berkeley. I came, I went, I loved. I love the passion that place holds, they have enough to fill all of Berkeley. I am so grateful to be a part of whats going on there. To be a part of HISTORY. One day I'll be telling my grand children how I was in the war, a war of passion, a war to help people to gain safe and friendly access to their medication. My dream is to move to New York and begin the implementation of the medicinal value of cannabis. Start the MOVEMENT! Be a part of HISTORY! I can't wait, I have all this passion just built up inside me waiting to get out, waiting to reach out to people who are less educated than I. Waiting to teach, it's what I was born to do!
I am so excited for what the road ahead of me holds! I am so excited to LIVE!

P.S I love the Arcade Fire!

Today was a good day...

Today I woke up, I turned over and there he was. Soon when he starts his new job I'll have to start waking up alone agian... sucky.

its late now...

i hate when i see things that remind me of people that are no longer with us... when you see something or smell something or hear something, and its just...takes you there. there like your really there you can remember the exact way you felt at that exact moment. those are the things in life I treasure MOST. those memories and being able to go right back to that exact moment and that exact time. its like your almost there ya know... these are the things i think about that keep me awake every night, i think i need a therapist or a prescription for some good sleeping pills.